Mistakes

Looking back,

Trying to find out where I went wrong,

I spent my nights worrying,

That losing you will be the greatest pain.

Was it because I was too honest?

Or was it because I was not beautiful?

Was it because I was too close?

Or was it because you thought I was not good enough for you?

Choking back the pain,

Blocking out any tears that might flow,

I learnt the hard way that,

Living life as before was the hardest part.

Were the mistakes of mine or yours?

That I never found out,

But what I found is,

That life is never gonna be the same anymore.