To be or not to be???

To feel a moment of pleasure,

After hours of frustration.

All that matters is,

To be or not to be.

To feel satisfied,

After intense dissatisfaction.

All that matters is,

To be or not to be.

To feel memorably happy,

After stretches of sorrow.

All that matters is,

To be or not to be.

To feel belonged,

After being the odd one left.

All that matters is,

To be or not to be.

In evasive love,

Or in ever present loneliness.

All that matters is where u choose,

To be or not to be.

Tears

Hot tears rolling down,

Sounds muffled by the sobs,

Chocked down by habit.

Cry silently, says my mind,

For no one has seen you like this.

Nor should anyone find you like this.

No one to share the hurt,

No one to feel the shattered heart,

No one to see the tears.

Heal fast, says my mind,

For being hurt makes you weak.

And weak always are forgotten.

With nature as the only witness,

With breeze as comforting presence,

And moon bringing the needed peace.

Leave me alone, says my heart,

For my tears is my medicine,

To heal without anyone’s help.